So Forced, But So Necessary!

Okay so I haven't wrote anything in a while! I've resorted to others work nd somehow molded it into my own (the video postings) but thats not my work. This is my work, somewhat forced, but extremely necessary. Okay so I am under the dryer (doing my hair) nd I was like "yoooooo I need to post" (not up in McDonald's though :-)). So I am posting nd I came to a question "Is it still artwork if its forced?" Like I really want to know the answer. A lot of times I want to post but nothing comes to me naturally so I opt out of posting. I only really post when there is a fire burning desire in me to (oooohhhh how I love that conflict! the sweetest sin). When I really want to post but feels that the entry will be too forced...I resort to videos! Smh...I have come to conclusion that forcing myself to post is an artists initiative! & I will now always force myself to post, when it doesn't come naturally.Welcome To Heartbreak!!!!